It's not that I want to, I just can't.
I don't know what got into me.
You seem to be the one that I want.
But I just can't let you open the door to my heart.
So I ran against theschool's policy.
Had a 'talk' with the super toot GM.
With the presence of the receptionist aka his girlfriend.
I can't seem to see the need of her being there.
It was suppose to be a 'talk' between me and the GM.
NOT with the presence of his girlfriend!
Right there and then I felt so frustrated.
He sure have issues with his ways.
I guess he haven't learn of something called 'PRIVACY'!
Yeah, tears ran down my cheeks thanks to the couple.
His girlfriend tried to calm me down.
She put her hand over my shoulder.
I don't know what got into me that moment
I simply pushed her hand away.
His words were hurting me.
He totally looked down on me.
Freaking bastard!
Many people heard what was said to me.
I cursed and swore right after I left the room.
Thankfully I and F was there to calm me down.
Luckily daddy did not get angry upon receiving the call.
So the internal examintaion starts next week.
I hope I can do well.
So on Monday having Business Operations paper.
Have to really STUDY!!
Okay now, this particular topic have been bugging me.
The particular topic that I am refering to is.....
MARRIAGE!
HELP! DAMSEL IN DISTRESS!!
Every family member of mine is like pressurising me about this issue.
Mummy got married at the age of 23.
And so I calculated, it's in freaking 5 years time I turn 23!
Who am I going to be married to?!
AHHHH!
On the 28th of April, right after school, I was in dooms land!
I know they wanted to sabotage me!
A whole group of them looked fishy.
Suddenly A started chasing me!
So I know, RED ALERT! RUN FOR YOUR LIFE HUDA!
So I ran as fast as I could!
I swore I did after so long! :)
Suddenly POOF! Somebody got hold of me from my back!
I know right there and then I AM SO DEAD!
That somebody lifted me up from the ground!
The way a mummy would carry a baby!
OMG! I WAS SO EMBARRASSED!
I turned to find that K was carrying me.
K promised he would not get involved!
I swear I punch, kick and pinch K non-stop.
People were looking!
I screamed like I wanted to lose my voice at that moment.
But it was to no avail.
E pulled my bag and watch off me.
K then dropped me in front of the fountain!
Then Z took over!
OH MAN!
I was pushed to the fountain.
Both K and A got themselves into deep shiat.
HAHA!
They were asking for it...
It seems like I was violent but who cares?
They started it didn't they? :D
Not my fault.
It was self-defence! :)
The next day, they came with bruises.
Oooops! I felt sorry for them but serve them right! :)
Oh yes, take a look at the picture up there.
Can you spot something on the bottom right hand corner?
That's from R! :)
It's not that I want to, I just can't.
Everytime I get this feeling,
Tell me is this for real.