Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ; 10:56 PM
Different as it seems. Because everyone changes.
Deny all you want.
But you'll never see the same old images.
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School have been happening like crazy!
Especially during Cecilia's F&B class :)
Been passing 'love letters' in class.
And we always get caught but we just won't stop. Hehe!
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I have been thinking when I should collect my O level certificate.
And also my YEARBOOK!
The yearbook just came in this month.
So so looooong! I have waited since last year!
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Ahhh... So lazy to revise revise revise....
August is ending, September is coming.
PAAAAAAAAANIC!!
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This is what I do everyday after school.Everytime she sees me, she'll go...'Nyak watch Peninna.. Nyak ong Peninna...'
Which means she wants me to watch Thumbelina with her.
She'll do so every single day and make me watch it with her at least twice a day!
Imagine the torture of watching the same old show over and over again.
So much so that you know what the characters will say before they actually do!
HAHAHA!
She's one of my sources of happiness :)
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The 10th, the 1st :)
Friday, August 21, 2009 ; 11:47 PM
People may say they're so over it.
But they will always carry their past along.
Be it intentionally or unintentionally.
For it is because of their past they're strong.
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Yesterday was my first time ever to eat alone outside.
HAHAHA! :)
Did some past year papers.
And it drove me nuts!
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I'll let it run on its own.
I am not going to be the engine.
Not going to work 24/7 to keep it running.
No more, not anymore.
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Chickens in the backyard! :)
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It started with 5 but now I'm left with 3.
It's so hard to look away.
When the daylight never stay.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ; 1:29 PM
The examination started at 9.
I left the class at 10.30.
Didn't do the paper properly.
It's just an internal examination afterall.
The marks will not matter.
It's the external examination that matters.
Right after the paper, I had breakfast with T.
Then we headed to the ARCADE!
Been so long since I last had a girlfriend event :)
We acted like little kids but who cares :D
We had fun!
Now I'm at my grandmum's place.
I am having a movie marathon!
WOOHOO!
I'm watching Thumbelina right now.
HAHA! It isn't that bad after all.
On the list:
Hannah Montana the Movie
Saus Kacang
Make It Happen
Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
Syurga Cinta
And if I'm not tired I'll watch more :)
I simply need this break from them.
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I'm weird because I hate goodbyes.
I got misty eyes as they said 'farewell'.
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ; 7:40 PM
Life is a gamble.It's about making choices.
No matter which path you take,
You have to face the consequences.
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I didn't know talking to her about it could be such a relieve! :)
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Today I learn to drink coffee.
Today I learn more about boys.
Today I learn to be more laid back.
Today I learn more about her life story.
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EXAMINATION PERIOD!
To all students who are sitting for examination soon,
ALL THE BEST! :)
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Another true story.
Once upon a time...
There was a girl who faced heartbreaks endlessly. She kept falling in and out of love. Boys, they kept coming in and going out of her life. They all meddled with her feelings. She finally set a mindset saying 'boys, they are all the same no matter how much they say they are different than other guys'. When she was broken hearted, she was left to cry alone in her room. She cried almost every other night for a few years. She did not have anyone to turn to. She couldn't express her thoughts to anyone because her friends, they come and go too. She even fights with her family. She was pretty much rebellious, going against rules. She slowly came into a state of depression. She punched the wall when she's frustrated. She cuts her wrist when she's hurt. She built a blockade between the society and herself. She thought life would never be fair and everyone would end up leaving her behind anyway. She did not dare to start establishing a beautiful friendship with anyone because she knew she would end up getting hurt if she get too close to anyone. She thought 'the closer I get to a person, the more I'd be hurt in the end'. Simply said, she was a pessimist. After what she went through, she found it hard to be an optimist. One day, she got tired of crying. She got tired of thinking too much. Slowly, she came into a sane state of mind. She realised that it was stupid of her to act the way she did. Her mind started working in proper condition as she aged. She started to evolve into a sociable girl who is happy-go-lucky. She's no longer a depressed little girl. She found her way out of the depressing life. She found true friends whom she know would stay by her side no matter how busy their lives could be.
Why did I share this story?
Because I want you to know that happiness lies in your hands.
Yes, you might have been hurt and think life is unfair.
But fairness lies within you.
You can change the way you see life.
She's been hurt, she thought life was unfair but she pulled it through.
After all, there's always a light in the end of the dark tunnel.
Treasure your friends because they are precious.
You might not text message them everyday,
you may not chat with them every now and then,
you might not even see each other
but you should know that true friends would never forget about you.
They might lead a busy life but they would always contact you whenever possible.
But at the end of the day, your perspective towards life is the one that matters most.
Because you are the one with the greatest power.
You can make a huge difference to your own life.
Don't depend on people for happiness, find it.
Find your source of happiness today and keep it close to your heart.
And when you manage to hold it tight, all your sorrows will wash away.
Learn to give yourself a second chance.
Give yourself the chance to explore the wonders of life.
You can start by appreciating everyone around you for their presence.
Because everyone around you have contributed something to your life.
Be it good or bad, intentionally or unintentionally.
I know, why appreciate the bad?
Because without the bad experience, you would not feel the greatness of the good.
Think about it.
Friday, August 14, 2009 ; 9:50 PM
No matter how far you run.No matter how fast you disappear.
You know you can't hide.
From the haunting fear.
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She broke a promise she made to herself.
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Here's a true short story.
Once upon a time in Amy's life...
A boy stepped in and created a special moment for her. Not knowing he's evolving into a stalker. They were both 13 when they met. They were just normal classmates. Their friendship wasn't a tight one. They started to grow closer at the age of 16. Closer than normal classmates should be. One fine day, the boy confessed to Amy about his true feelings. Knowing the fact that Amy has a boyfriend, he insisted to stand by her. No doubt, the boy have always been by Amy's side. Even though the boy is sincere about his love towards Amy, he never did asked Amy to leave her boyfriend. He respected every single decision Amy made. Amy was impressed as he's one of a kind. However, Amy treated him as a friend and nothing more. Slowly, as days go by, the boy started to treat Amy as if she's his girlfriend. He did not expect anything in return from Amy as his love was sincere. Sadly, at the age of 17, he evolved into a dangerous stalker. He would not leave Amy alone. He wants to know about Amy's every whereabouts. He threatened Amy with death. He would do anything to get Amy's attention. He even got into a fight because Amy was harassed. All he wanted to do was to protect Amy. As days go by, Amy could not take it any longer. She had O levels to sit for and a lot of problems to settle. Soon, she was refered to a councillor. There, she found peace to speak her mind out. The councillor did try to help Amy in any way possible but he was too stubborn to let Amy go. So Amy decided to let it all go. Amy found it hard to let go of a friendship. However, she had to for safety reasons. She did not contact him for months. She blocked his calls and did not reply to his messages. At the age of 18, they parted. In August 2009, Amy received a message from him. Saying,'Can I meet you for the last time before the 1st of September?' Amy still hasn't replied to his text message. She's afraid that he might be up to no good. But what if he's sincere and needs to meet for an important reason? Should Amy meet the boy after almost 1 year?
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Job hunting on the internet.
Driving me nuts!
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Got to start revising now!
Thursday, August 13, 2009 ; 4:23 PM
Rain or shine, I'll be there for you.
I promise not to let you down.
Even if there's a thunderstorm.
You know I'll always be around.
Because true friends stay no matter what comes around.
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So now almost everybody in school starts talking about him.
Even the lecturer, believe it or not.
And they want super juicy detailed facts.
What's so interesting about him anyway?
HAHA!
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S is getting on our nerves, trust me!
Acting like she's a goody good girl.
Acting as if she's the best student ever in class.
Saying she's completed her part of the group assignments long ago.
Gone through all the past year papers months ago.
And other sort of unreliable front she put up.
The actual fact is she NEVER did anything for group assignments.
If she did, it means just one or two slides.
In which totally have NO LINK to the assignment question.
And when asked about a past year paper question, she's lost.
And yet, she still gets credit from the lecturer for other's effort.
Sickening!
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I intended to do revision today but there's no motivation to do so.
So I shall do revision over the weekend.
Complete revision for Food Hygiene, Health & Safety by Sunday!
I've got so much more to go through.
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Examination application approved.
Sitting for four papaers in September.
I hope I can clear it all and get a job!
Anyway, it's so hard to get a job these days.
Furthermore, I have no experience which makes it even tougher.
I have decided, if I don't get a job by the end of this year,
then goodbye Singapore.
I have no other choice left.
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Quote of the day: Return her her shoe back! :)
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ; 2:25 PM
I will be sitting for Food Hygiene, Health & Safety
internal examination paper this coming Tuesday!
Talk about so little time, so much to do...
No MSN, no Facebook till at least 4.30pm.
I have to start revising!
AHHHH!
Monday, August 10, 2009 ; 1:14 PM
I shouldn't have got myself into this.
How should I break through it?
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Went out with family on Saturday.
There was a fun fair going on.
I went for a roller coaster ride after a long time.
And it was scarier than I thought it will be!
It was dark inside and there were hanging human-like figures!
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This time I am not going to let history repeat itself as far as possible.
I will safeguard it and ensure it doesn't go through unbareable pain.
I shall not let it beat the way it used to.
Because once broken, it's going to be tough to mend.
I don't want to go through the same complex situation again and again.
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Ahh!
I have to start job hunting real soon!
School is coming to an end.
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Will be going out with family again at 3pm! :)
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Quote of the day: You're all grown up now.
Saturday, August 8, 2009 ; 12:02 PM
Tell me loud and clear.
Because I need to know.
What's happening here?
I didn't know you would turn so cold.
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So why are you acting so cold?
You know what?
That's not what friends do.
You can continue doubting me.
My conscience is clear.
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I think right now is the sick season.
So many people falling sick.
Asthma is back with the bad weather.
This is really bad.
Oh yes, Man! GET WELL SOON! :)
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Fasting month is coming real soon!
Are you ready? :)
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ; 8:07 PM
Woohoo!
June papers result out today!
Cleared all 5 papers! :)
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Woah.. I have been sick these few days.
So so annoying...
Different as it seems. 
Life is a gamble.
No matter how far you run.