Monday, May 4, 2009 ; 3:27 PM
I try to convince myself every now and thenthat you are just like one of them.
But somehow you make an exception.
No matter what you do, you still get my attention.
I have no complete idea why R have been on my mind.
I have been thinking about R.
Much more than what I thought was possible.
This is not love, definitely a NO NO.
This is totally impossible at this point of time.
I think I know what this is, it's a strong liking I have towards R.
Right now, I am in a super deep confusion.
We both meet up once a week.
I like the idea of meeting up with R.
He never fail to make my day.
But I am afraid that by meeting up, I am giving R the wrong signal.
Ahhh! DAMSEL IN DISTRESS!
Internal exams have started!
Business Operations paper on Monday was TOUGH!
The moment I read the first question, I was stunned!
I have no idea how others can leave way before the time is up.
The time limit given was till 11.30.
Almost the whole class left before 10.45!
Today's Front Office paper was do-able to my surprise! :)
I was smiling to myself throughout the whole paper.
Tomorrow will be Facilities & Accommodation paper.
I know it will be a KILLER!
HELP ME! HELP ME!
So now it's like 2 papers down, 3 to go! :)
External papers in JUNE!
It's coming real soon!
Our exam venue will be in a hotel at Orchard!
COOL OR WHAT?! :D
I am aiming for a distinction for at least two papers.
But a pass for all papers will do! :)
As long as I get that hotel management certificate,
I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY!
And then... I shall LEAVE this country for GOOD!
So please, can I have at least a pass for every paper? :D
Boyfriend.
I miss talking to my boyfriend about school.
I miss talking to my boyfriend for long hours.
I miss having my boyfriend all to myself.
I miss going to school with my boyfriend.
I miss messing up my boyfriend's hair.
I miss punching my boyfriend's arm.
I miss writing poems for my boyfriend.
I miss singing with my boyfriend.
I miss leaving my boyfriend long text messages.
I miss having a miss call from my boyfriend.
I miss laughing with my boyfriend.
I miss being missed by my boyfriend.
I miss being loved by my boyfriend.
I miss shopping with my boyfriend.
I miss having lunch with my boyfriend.
I miss going to gym with my boyfriend.
Simply said, I miss all the comfort I can get from my boyfriend.
But I don't think I can handle boyfriends any time soon.
Somehow, it seems impossible to find THE ONE.
It's like all the boys are stars.
Shining and attractive in their very own way.
But all similar in one way or another.
And THE ONE is like the moon.
Attractive and stand out from the others.
Different in a good way.
I know... it won't come easy.
I try to convince myself every now and then