Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ; 1:16 PM
A brand new start, a band new life.I have chosen to walk this road.
It's alright to stumble and fall.
Just go on even when they gloat.
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I don't care about what you have got to say.
I only believe in what I see not what is said.
Afterall, actions do speak louder than words.
I am totally not interested with empty promises.
Definitely, I want to see that you mean what you say.
I just want a total sincere decent sweetheart.
It seems so hard to find one.
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I was young and in love.
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough.
And now you want to communicate.
You know you're just a little too late.
I gave you more than enough chances.
I always did but you always misuse it.
You don't deserve another chance now.
Unless you can prove to me that you've changed.
*091208* is still up on your MSN nick.
You're just a little too late now.
Time has made me move on.
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
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You said you're just going with the flow.
So does that mean you don't have any expectation?
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Will be meeting my secondary school friends on Friday.
I envy seeing how their love life is progressing.
One of them asked 'Jamy, you still with ______(my ex boyfriend) right?'
I was speechless, I did not know what to say.
So finally, for the first time,
I broke the news to a secondary school friend.
I did not want people to know about the break up initially.
But I guess there's no reason to lie about that.
So finally, I broke the news, I told her it ended.
She went 'Why? When? How come?'
I did not know what to answer.
So I just said 'It's complicated. I don't know. Ask him.'
I hope none will question me about him on Friday.
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Making sushi later! :)
A brand new start, a band new life.