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Thursday, July 2, 2009 ; 5:45 PM


As far as I could remember
You used to be the ultimate special one.
As far as where I've left it all, I realise
You're no longer the one that I want.
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I feel so sleepy and weak yet I want to stay awake.
I don't know exactly why I want to stay awake.
How weird.
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As everyone know, every guy is so into Megan Fox.
Surprisingly, Rain turned her down.
He is totally different and hard to find :)
But who knows he might want her too in the future?
Let's wait and see if he can prove me wrong.
Prove to me that not all guys are the same.
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This was written by him, I quoted it:
'seriousli it hurts wen u say u dun love me even when i love u whole heartedly.yes i know i made a stupid move by leaving u. im sorry. i have realised that i really love u. but now after u said that u dun love me at all, u dun miss me as ur boifren, it hurts. it hurts!im crying every now and then juz wen i rmbred u. i feel sad wen i open my wallet. firstly , u boought that for me, secondly, our pic is still inside that wallet. evryday i look at it. i nvr take it out even once.its been nearly 7 months since the break up. i 've been hurting myself since then.i cn chose to move on but i still want to be with you.yes, u may not be the perfect girl that i've been looking for but no matter what i still love u. i just dun know how to show it to u. i have ever tried to avoid u but i cnt. i 'll die if i do. i just love u so much. i dun wan the 3 years to be a waste.y are u keep doing this to me?? y? i know im hurt due to my own fault but y cnt u just give me a chance?? u are killing me! i have faith in us gettng together. now its up to u. u cn chose to be with me or not. yes im mad, im sad im in pain, but still i dun care. i wan to be with you.! i know u have move on. new life, new friends. cnt u consider turning back for the sake of our lost love? i still hope u will be mine! now i know how tiring to cry every nite thinking of the past. if u wan me dead tell me , i will kill myself. but please dun do ths to me.'
Am I being totally heartless?
Am I bad now?
What am I to do?
I'm stuck.





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